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I'm frightened of the unknown. I'm frightened so much that it affects my life and my whole being. However though, over the holy week, I came to realize that God's plan for me is really better than what I want to happen. And although it is scary and difficult, accepting it and just submitting myself to Him makes everything much better even if i don't know why it is happening in my life. He has reasons why He let people enter my life. Seasons change, people leave, we move on, we fall and we rise. That's the reality. Sometimes it's very painful that we stop living for a while because it hurts a lot.
But you see, here's the thing. Si Mama Mary nga, she accepted kagad the unknown to follow God's plan. And she witnessed how her son, of her own flesh, was being crucified right in front of her. Wala sya magawa kasi God's plan needs to be fulfilled. Sobrang nasaktan sya pero kinaya nya. It was very painful for her but she accepted whole heartedly the process and she trusted God. And I think the same goes with our lives. God gives us challenges and difficulties because kaya natin i-surpass yun. I've been crying kay Lord over the past months because I can't understand eh. But maybe, you've served your purpose already saken kaya the lifestyle is no longer the same. But always know that I'll just be here waiting for you no matter how painful it had been. I'm no longer fighting the place where God placed me and I'm ready to find and understand my purpose. I've finally forgiven myself also. Pinatawad nga ako ni Lord bakit di ko kaya patawarin sarili ko? :)
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Life is indeed very beautiful. I'm always praying for the people I love. HAPPY EASTER, everyone! We are all saved by grace.
